Those of us who are not very handsome, intelligent and not particularly wealthy, we have certain things in common.
No one ever gives us a second glance since we appear so ordinary. No one notices us even if we smear ourselves with color paints, as we walk on the road, and the same is true if we step off a rickshaw at a program's entrance.
We've never won any academic competition. The family's expectations continue to rise if we do even slightly well in school and college. I eventually sank under the weight of anticipation after entering the real sea of competition. A boa fish in a poisoned pond can also die and float on its back.
The tales of our financial prowess are harrowing. As children, we wanted to enjoy eating 10 taka Pettis but we had only 7 taka. We have 7,000 taka when we are middle-aged and wanted to reside in a house for 10,000 taka. We have BDT. 29 lakh in our bank when we desire to drive an automobile worth BDT. 35 lakh in our later years. There exists almost always a shortage of money!
All of our hopes, joy, and sadness are destroyed by two or four such tiny gaps!
We will never be able to paint, sing, read poetry, debate, or be the focus of a humming story. Then one day we suddenly realize that God did not endow us with any special abilities when He sent us on earth.
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We were merely here to smile like a slave who is ordered to do it. Every second we lose sight of our dreams. We are unable to win or lose in life. Every moment, imperfection catches up with us. Our dreams soar to the heavens and turn to ashes. We fail just for a little something! Just a marginal gap makes us fail! Almost our entire life goes on with a bit of resentment toward God. We sit in an open field at night and dream but those dreams are hard to come by. We wait around without knowing what will happen the next day. We move forward in life is singing the song of life even with unfulfilled dreams. There is no turning back in life. Unfulfilled dreams never get fulfilled but we still anticipate and dream a new dream. We dream to relive life. We envision success. We may eventually realize the last remaining dream of living. We overcome our suffering and begin each day anew. This is the diary of a middle-class survivor of life.
Here is a link of my verified achievement 1 -@aparajitoalamin/achievement-1-my-first-introduction-post-aparajitoalamin