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I knew it was going to happen, it was purely a matter of time. It did happen, he walked out leaving me with the mortgage, the kids, the dog and the fish which I accidentally killed by leaving the hose in for too long in the pond shortly after. Sometimes you just know when things are going to happen. The crunch time came when I went to a health and well-being seminar. A Doctor stood up on the stage and proceeded to describe how toxic relationships could make you sick, not only mentally but physically. That hit me like a huge Mac truck. My marriage was rocky, intense, loveless, meaningless, a roller coaster ride 90% of the time and we were literally unhappy being together. To tell you the truth we just didn’t like each other.
At this stage, you may be thinking, so she lived happily ever after. No, not exactly. It changed my life completely. I started to question my life and the role I was here to play on this planet Earth. What was my purpose? For quite some time, I was in and out of relationships, couldn’t seem to get that one right. I flew around the world attending personal development courses, immersed myself into CDs, audios, online self-development courses just to mention a few things. It was my intention to put some clarity into my life. Some answers to why my life had turned out the way that it had.
It’s 7 years on now from that day he walked out. There were days I fell into a heap of a blubbering mess, feeling terribly sorry for myself for days. Hiding my despair from my children as much as I could. Feeling the full responsibility of my family’s needs, not just financial also emotional was certainly a challenge. Do I have more understanding of where I am and what I want out of my life now? You bet I do.
This is what I have understand from that day he walked out leaving me with the mortgage, the kids, the dog and the fish! I now know that I am a stronger woman and a more resilient one. I also know that this was my journey and given to me by our creator knowing I could survive it. They say, “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”.…YIPPEE for that one.
我知道这将会发生，这完全是时间的问题。确实发生了，他走了出来，离开了我的房子，孩子们，狗和我偶然遇到的鱼，不久之后在水池里放了很长时间。有时你只是知道什么时候会发生。当我参加健康和福利研讨会时，紧张的时刻到了。医生站在舞台上，继续描述毒性关系如何使你生病，不仅在精神上而且身体上。这让我像一辆巨大的Mac卡车。我的婚姻是摇滚，激情，无情，无意义，过山车骑90％的时间，我们真的不开心在一起。告诉你真相，我们根本不喜欢对方。
在这个阶段，你可能会想，所以她过着幸福的生活。不，不完全是它彻底改变了我的生活。我开始质疑我的生活和我在这个地球上所扮演的角色。我的目的是什么在相当长的一段时间里，我进出了关系，似乎没有得到一个正确的。我在世界各地参加个人发展课程，沉浸在CD，音响，在线自行开发课程中，只是提到一些事情。我打算把我的生活清楚一些。一些答案为什么我的生活已经证明了它的方式。
从那天起，已经七年了，他走出去了。有几天我陷入了一堆blu ing的混乱，对我自己几天感到非常遗憾。尽可能地把我的绝望从我的孩子身上隐藏起来。感受到我家庭需要的全部责任，不仅仅是财务上的情感也是一个挑战。我现在对我的生活以及我现在的生活有什么了解吗？你打赌我做
这是我从那天走出去的那一天所理解的，让我留下抵押贷款，孩子们，狗和鱼！我现在知道我是一个更强大的女人，更有韧性。我也知道这是我的旅程，并由我们的创作者告诉我，知道我可以生存下去。他们说：“什么不杀你，使你更强壮”。