Hey guys!
So it's been a while since I have hollered at ya!
I have been busy renovating my bathroom!
It was a crazy project ya'll. Like CRAZY.
But, I finished it.
I popped a lot of pain pills to get through it, I put in 18 hour days, and I probably shouldn't have tackled this just a week and a half out from a major relapse.
But...
I did.
So why did I do this?
Well, I have been moping around thinking about all the things I won't be able to do in 10 years.
I likely won't be renovating bathrooms at 40 years old in my condition.
But, I feel good right now. I am strong right now. I have come off of a year's worth of training for the police and even though I can't pursue that, I am still in good shape.
Why waste the here and now by willing myself to not be able to do anything because I won't be able to later?
Counter productive isn't it?
It makes way more sense to make the most of my life now.
And that's what I am doing.
I am making the most of my meat suit, and I encourage ya'll to do the same!
Love you guys!!
xx - Beth
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