"I knew every time I played the voices through the speakers on the computer or through the headphones, the dark energy around us got stronger." - Ghost Box: Voices from Spirits, ET's, Shadow People & Other Astral Beings by Chris and Paulette Moon.(No relation)
"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you." - Friedrich Nietzsche
This is a cautionary tale about the time I decided to go looking for demons. Now, I'm not going to make any claims or jump to any conclusions, I'm simply going to share an experience I had. What I was thinking, seeing, feeling.
It all started one day when I was listening to an interview with a demonologist who had written a book. My interest was piqued. I decided it would be a good idea to learn more about the various demons. After all, the more you know about your enemies, the better you can defeat them. Right? 😐 So I jotted down some websites that I wanted to check out later.
When I started my research, I quickly realized there is a lot more information than I had bargained for. I found detailed information on dozens and dozens of demons.
I lost track of time, but after over an hour, maybe two of reading, a sudden feeling came over me. A feeling I can only describe as dread. With it also came this thought, Now they're interested in me. It freaked me out so bad I immediately shut my computer off. I felt uneasy for the rest of the evening and up until I fell asleep.
A NIGHTMARE. Unlike one I've ever had. Now I've had many experiences while sleeping. But, nothing like this. I can remember it as if I just woke up from it.
I feel a pressure on the foot of the bed. As if something is on it. Too heavy to be my cat. I look down. I freeze. What I see is a black, shadowy mass. It doesn't really have a shape. Tendrils of black waving in all directions as if it has tentacles. It starts to move up the bed. I CAN FEEL IT ON MY FEET. I also know it's intentions. It wants me to know it's intentions. It's going to smother me with it's evil embrace. It's at my knees!
I can't move. I open my mouth to yell for help. But only a gasp comes out. I try to yell again. Nothing! Panic begins to set in. My legs are completely covered! I'm beginning to accept my fate.
Then I hear a voice. "Of course you can't move or yell, those are physical actions. You're dreaming...use your mind." As I'm listening to the voice, I immediately know what to do. A calmness comes over me.
The shadowy demon is now over my abdomen. At that moment, I called forth(envisioned) a bright white light that enveloped me like a cocoon. More importantly, it also enveloped the demon. I actually felt it's shock, it's pain, it's terror. It was a satisfying feeling.
The shadow monster disintegrated into the light, which faded out shortly after.
Nightmares are not something I have often. And never have I had one remotely close to this one. Interpret it however you wish. Whatever it was, it was an experience that changed my life. I'll never tell anyone not to seek out the unknown. But, I would advise everyone to be prepared and take precautions.
Thanks for reading.
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