Today again i am here to write about myself.... a new chapter... actually its not new chapter because everyday we open new chapter of life but we don't realize that we are opening a new chapter daily and it continues. I told you we can avoid past, forget past,move on, chapter closed but is it really close?
Sometimes i try to define myself kinda different way and i ended up lots of adjectives. For people , for society i am Architect, a career oriented mature girl but besides this there are lots of stuffs define me.... good or bad.
In my life i have lots of bitter experience which made me arrogant and i always create my own theory and it reflects. I follow my own theory and my own ethics which i make myself from my own. Yes, I don't listen anyone that's why people call me arrogant, aggressive girl with lots of attitude. Yes, i grow my own attitude and i deserve it. Now, I don't feel the color of love, affection may be i am color blind because i betrayed by people whom i loved. What i show people it's not actually i am. I change myself in so many ways, so many faces in-fact demands on situation. May be you are thinking something is wrong inside me... May be you are right or may be you are wrong.... but is it really important that i should care about your justification?
Still now i have no definition about me so how can you define me right??
I have created my own confined wall and i am the queen there.
I had lots of dream and still now i am dreaming. I don't want to memorize my past and as i can't define it so it's better to lock it inside. Right now i can't feel the time when i felt needed and in present i am afraid of affection. May be one-day i will find my own private place where i feel safe, where i can make a theory of happiness and smile.
I have started a new journey and new chapter but i don't have the map but let's see where it takes me and where i ended up with....
To be continued...............................
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