A very non-conflicted human once said that one of the greatest feelings in the world is when ‘someone openly tells you how much you mean to them’… Yeah, I have no problem with honesty but, how do I figure out how I feel about you?
Love
‘luhv|noun.
1. A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. Sexual passion or desire.
3. The third studio album of the alternative rock band Angels & Airwaves.
Now, let’s ruminate on this…
My feelings are sure profound. It starts at the base of my stomach, some sort of electric shock that doesn’t hurt but, takes control of my senses. It’s almost as if my body was constantly in an emotional stasis, nothing matters, time just passes…and you with a single word, look or simply by being around me make me start, yeah…start, as if I was off all along, on standby.
You make me feel. I don’t know if ‘tender’ is enough…'passionate’? Yes. And you’re another person, so that’s technically right. But, it doesn’t even begin to express how this feels, how much you mean to me.
"Sexual passion or desire". I FOR SURE have those.
And well, honestly I don’t know if I truly like Angels and Airwaves…just like I don’t know if I like feeling like this.
Maybe that conflict is what that person thought was ‘the greatest’. I’ve never felt more alive though…
Happy Valentines Day or whatever.
-Bárbara.