I wrote this song on Monday. I really wanted to share it earlier, but somehow I started to feel really ill, and felt massive pain in my throat and lost my voice. Ironically enough, I also kind of stopped believing in this song and I started to believe in me failing all the time, and not really going anywhere in life.
But. I am coming back. I don't believe in their truth. I believe in what's helpful.
Also, the voice is not really fully back, so I had to invent/find this other way of singing the more powerful parts, that does not hurt me, and actually I like it a lot.
Even now, as I am trying to post it, it says - internal error. Yes, we know. Thanks. Should I call this song internal error, instead, is that what you are trying to say steemit ?
Enjoy.
I don't,
feel like I used to.
I don't,
laugh like I used to.
I don't,
believe in their truth.
I do,
believe in what's helpful.
If it's magic, if it's god, if it's rebirth after all.
If it's being powerful, strong enough and capable.
Happy endings happening, whole wide world is listening.
I don't,
feel like I used to.
I don't,
live like I used to.
I choose,
my thoughts and feelings, too.
I take,
responsibility for what I do.
If it's being powerful, strong enough and capable.
Happy endings happening, whole wide world is listening.
If it's magic, if it's god, if it's rebirth after all.
I do,
Believe in you.
PS on unrelated note, the lovely pictures on my wall are from beautiful Mateo from Zozoville: https://www.mateo-art.com
check him out he is great!