Starting off my day early for being the first day of vacation feeling a little beside myself. Isn’t it odd how the anticipation of freedom from work can fall into a sense of loathing for not knowing what to expect? I know the point of a vacation is to relax but seldom do I find myself able to sit for long.
I really want to just get things over with, my general mindset. Today I awake feeling as if nothing is plenty to do. So I am sitting and vaping while drinking coffee and writing my morning blog. I am aiming for that month straight daily uploads achievement by @steemitboards. I am now working on day 14 so by the end of my vacation I should achieve this goal.
Today is a rather chilly morning, needed my jacket and sweats but the temperature is said to climb into the low 30°C. There is plenty I need to get done including:
- Oil change on the Suzuki for our trip up island.
- Research action cams for use on our whale watching tour.
- Clean the house.
- Check my schedule at work for returning day and shift.
- Upload my giveaway vlog.
- Touch base with the #OneLoveDTube community.
Answer to the questions in private from @kawaiicrush, everyone deserves to know, yes I am a little distant as of late. Partly due to medications but also due to my focus on content creation this last 2 weeks. I am still working on me, getting myself well and enjoying everything life has put before me. I have been really enjoying editing photos writing a blog to go with it, doing what I am calling “Honouring My Steemians”. The writing side of posting is very therapeutic for me where at times if I do not feel like being on camera a vlog comes with anxiety. I expressed this idea in a previous post, “Pulling The Trigger” relating my anxiety of hitting submit on an upload to the vloggers block that at times I can experience.
I am beside myself, as founder of #OneLoveDTube I feel the pressure to set an example. Have the creations that get noticed so I may lead by example stating “if I can do it so can you”. Yet never have I stated it needs to be a video creation, I always say “just do you” and as of right now this is the me coming forward. If you ever want to get inside my mind these “word of the day” posts are how you can do it, I am attempting to bear my soul.
Lastly I have been meditating daily, I thank you @greencross for the months worth of Headspace. During these days off work I plan to make use of that subscription till now I have been making use of the free basics, getting into the concept of letting ideas and feelings roll in and out freely. This has been great for my writing as I can get beside myself and analyze what it is I am feeling or thinking after I meditate. Usually my topics I wish to post about will just roll right in shortly after I clear my mind of the none useful thoughts.
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