I feel weak today and pains over my ribs, I guess I will learn soon if what causes it if it is a low Ionized Calcium in my system combines with a high phosphorus level because that is what I suspect along with a low Vitamin D in my system which is also causing a low Calcium levels. It is just a web of imbalances and that is I have to correct so that my body's system will stop haywiring and I am already suffering from it which gave me this complication of a condition that is called Leontiasis.
Leontiasis is one of my nightmares in my life it had caused me a significant amount of misery and the disability that it had brought me had changed my life and also made me so shy in meeting and socializing with people, it had made me a hermit but I am just forced to go out because I have to go for my dialysis.
The condition of my Leontiasis is still uncertain because I am feeling that it may grow bigger than I expect so I am terrified and I would just like to die if I would not be able to really eat normally. I am expecting in the future that I will just have to eat in a liquid form of food if I will not be able to chew anymore. May God have mercy on my body and I pray that the battering will stop because it is all hard to bear anymore if pain is present and would not go away.
I saw a woman today asking some advice from my minister in the consultation portion of our thanksgiving for her husband and fractured his hip joint. The husband seems he cannot endure the operation because he is already thinned out for being bed-bound. Almost all the doctors present in the consultation doesn't agree that he could not endure the operation and just advised that he should just remain like that.
I don't agree to the doctors, the man can make it if his heart issue will get fixed before the operation to the hip joint. His muscles only had wasted out because he is bed bound and made him so thin. I can see that the decisions of the doctors for the husband of the woman was based largely on the appearance of the husband. I could just see that scenario in my case so it is one of the things I would have to face if I were to look for a doctor that can help me but still I hope that maybe something out there can help, I just have to look harder perhaps.