This soup smells like butter or margarine and since it has a bit of milk too it tasted delicious, for now, because I am just recently having this kind of breakfast for the reason that it has milk. But now I can have some milk but not too much and I have to combine it too with some protein source so that I can slowly digest the milk.
But it seems that I can never get enough calories and protein in my body because protein is something that I also have to lookout for because it makes toxins in my body. In fact I might even had consumed my day's allowance of meat via the egg for this day.
Even though I have to eat substantially I always have in the back of my mind the guilt of overindulging in meat or other foods which I can't or even to simply eat the recommended daily amount of food. It is because dialysis patients gets an accumulation of toxins which the body's cells are producing and the foods we eat are the main sources of those toxins. That is why we have to get dialyzed regularly.
So even though I had only this breakfast, it may seem a small amount but it is like a feast for my small framed body. I will going to continue my parathyroid medicine and I don't know if I will have the appetite for this meal again.