A few days ago I decided to stop posting with a 100 Steem power reward payouts and switch to 50/50 for a while to see how things go as far as payouts are concerned. One reason being my unemployed situation being able to cash out some of my SBD or Steem from my payouts will help me to stay afloat and avoid having to further power down.
In the last 2.5 months since the breakup of my marriage and the terrible depression I have been battling since I have been powering down and selling my steem for market value which in turn has caused me quite a loss if you consider how the price has evolved since then up to today.
If I could I would continue posting 100 steempower payouts all the time has I have incredible faith in this platform and how it will grow to unprecedented levels in the mid/long term. But at least I have nearly 6000 steempower and I hope not to have to power down anytime soon.
I realize that my posts as of late have not been great or even close to good in some cases, but I find myself pushing to keep busy and sometimes just writing or posting photographs seems like a good way to go to keep myself busy and to stop thinking about my problems.
Do you think there is a diference between posting 50/50 or 100% as far as payouts for a post are concerned? Maybe share your own personal experience if you have tried both ways!
