You see me around crying...crying in pain with those emotional thing from my heartaches down to my failures in life...The melodrama of leaving by everybody. I have cried over those and still crying everytime I see things that reminds me of the person. Maybe It's part of my life.
<center>I am emotionally broke...
and...
Now physically in pain..</center>
I was diagnose to have a peptic ulcer 15 years ago...but I felt the pain since I am in my high school days. I think I am second year high school. I am the type of a person who stays long in a certain task even without eating. Because of this attitude that it may have been cause. I also have a migraine that I can't tolerate because maybe I overwork myself staying long hours at night without sleep. That trigger my migraine more. I felt the pain killing me each time it attacks. That is why I need to take a pain killer. I stayed long hours crying if not...and it caused me so much pain for days. 2-3 days is the least. I am not physically fit of anything and this really burdened me.
Since last night I can't do anything nor have a post for my steemit account, I can't even hang-up in discord or facebook because I am in bed tremendously ill with my stomach again. I felt the pain once again that I have not going to for years now since I transferred here in Agoncillo. Because of the fair weather here. my migraine don't attack much so I don't need to drink pain killer.
I have research about my sickness
Peptic Ulcer are open source that develop in the lining of the stomach. It is
Symptoms:
Burning stomach pain
Heartburn
Nausea
Vomiting blood
Causes:
Bacterium
Regular use of pain reliever
This is really making my life miserable. Especially now that we have no companion in the house for days. But anyway though not tolerable #greatkid is always there to help me. He gives me milk to drink and ask water. He even mix my oatmeal. as I cannot eat rice as of the moment ...each time I eat, It cause me a lot pain...so I need to go back to basic again. Soft diet...It so hard to have suffer this especially if what I have in the house is just a kid.
Back to sterilize milk for drinks...bye coffee for days. Well I love drinking coffee especially in the morning
And skyflakes for snack...again I am with this bored life of eating food I have been eating for years..
And tonight and the nights after this...sharing a moment with greatkid alone...is very disappointing having the worst moment of my life...
It's too hard to be alone...the more I am in pain knowing I can't lean on to people I used to care about. It is at this moment that I felt more pain.
Acknowledgement:
Thank you @surpassinggoogle for the @teardrops SMT...And for the support you are giving to us and the community.
To @beanz who always there to support...thank you so much ma'am.
To @enginewitty you are such a great help...thank you for your concern and teaching me the things I need to know.
To @c0ff33a sir...thanks so much you are a great help to me...and all the rest who helps me a lot.
#VOTU, #Thealliance and #steemitdiversify
Family is a family...thank you guys.
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