I was at the Cemetery yesterday. - An extraordinary, peaceful time when I visited my father. [Several Pictures]

It's been 4,5 years since my father passed away now..

The years go by so quickly, and even though it's more than 4 years already, it feels like yesterday when I could talk to him and feel the smell of him.. I can still hear him cough at times..

Let me also say that I don't usually visit the Cemetery to often for several reasons. First of all, I don't feel good about it. It makes me anxious and uneasy. - As I suffer from panic anxiety and depression too, these things builds up and usually put me down hard. - Another reason is that my father doesn't have a grave. - He is in the Memorial Garden.

So today, in honor of my father, I'll share some photos with you from yesterday's visit.

You can right-click on the images to see them in full size.
All of the images are taken with my cell phone.

Here's the Memorial Garden. I can't get closer my father than that.

It wasn't too many flowers actually, which made me a little bit sad..

As you can see, there's several holes to fill with flowers..

This flower was beautiful.

I sat there for about an hour. I talked about tons of things. Especially about my mother and how she feels now and I also talked about myself and my problems. - There's no secret I couldn't get an answer.. - But somehow, I know he listened, just as he would've done if he was still alive. - It was very peaceful and quiet.

This is on the way home..

A very long road, with gravestones to left and right..

It was very beautiful.. But it still makes me sad.

Until we meet again..