The Divine Feminine Wants To Be Expressed Just As Much As The Masculine Energy!

Being raised by a single mother, she had to take on the Father role and the Mother role. In doing so, I saw a lot of masculine energy from her more than feminine. Although her Femininity showed through her jewelry, make up, clothing and her sexiness- the way she spoke with such directness and getting straight to the point and being logical and always finding ways to fix a problem to find a solution really shined a lot of the masculine side on to me. Growing up I have been very independent because thats how I was raised. I was structured that “I can do it myself, and I don’t need anyone else to do it for me.”

Now from my eyes witnessing my mother, she is strong and always gets shit done and doesn’t rely on anyone else to help her because she has been doing it herself for so long. This rubbed off on me a lot and I have always wondered why I was so masculine in terms of fixing and trying to find the solution.. I never really tapped into my emotions much and still don’t unless I am writing. I see my emotions and a lot of times I don’t let myself feel them, I more intellectualize what I am feeling, but thats a side tangent that I'll get into some other time.

I've always desired very masculine men in my life. The guys who are very secure, strong, and protective and have that sexy assertive/aggressiveness to them that the feminine doesn’t embody as much. I have always been that person in my world. Or so I felt until this morning when my friend shared with me that I am not masculine, I am just very strong feminine and sometimes it can intimidate men. Which is interesting because I had a man the other day tell me I was intimidating and still very attracted to me.

Another one of my friends said for me to attract a masculine man, I must hold the space of being very feminine. And what I never realized until this morning is I always attract very masculine men who are very sensitive and emotional. So it's as if they took on the emotions that I intellectualize inside my head and they are able to express them and I sit there and listen to them. If it gets to the point where it seems like they are looking for a solution to their feelings, I try to help them out and then I see they are just sharing, not really looking for it to be fixed.

This subject is very interesting to me because where you are not the space for something, someone else will show up as that space to take it on in your world. So although I'm learning to be more feminine in my feelings and not so much the fixer, I always get shown where I am showing up by the people who come into my world. Life has a funny way of balancing out situations.

This is why it's imperative to balance between the left and right hemispheres of the brain and utilize, embrace and connect equally with both the masculine and feminine energies within. Just because you're a woman, doesn't necessarily mean you will have greater feminie energy than masculine, I feel as though some women just express more of the masculine energy and shadow the feminine energy.

Would love to hear your thoughts on this matter, do you think there are some women who just embody more of the masculine energy or at least project that out more than their feminine energy? Or what makes some women more softer and loving and the nurturing type than others? Its always been something so fascinating to me how all female energy can differ. One thing I know is for sure is the Feminine energy is super powerful and something that I am looking to connect deeper with. Let me know your thoughts in the comment section!