"Thank Steemians For Witnessing March 11 With Me". I Grew Older!!!

March 11 in Manila, Philippines!

Today i grew older! So how about a measure of selfishness to talk about myself a bit! There is a lot to say but i will skip alot as my story is a lenghty one and a pretty sad one too.

Today, i will not have much activity. I will be at work all night! I will burn my butt on that chair!

One year and especially, this last year; went too too fast. I don't like it! I wont lie, one thing that bugs me too much these days and almost irritates me is 'time' and how hasty it is. "Perhaps, i rush it!"

Last year, i took a job and it changed me! It stole me away from my very self and when i started not to let it anymore, my health started to tell it; "I lost sleep!". Time became fast. "The new ambition of people is, "let the time run", "let the shift end", "thank God, the shift is over", thank God it's Friday", on and on, till another Friday and another Friday, then 52 Fridays!

Even though i am at work each night of the week; on that short chair; in utmost pains; stress and pretty much torture; i want to slow the day.

Aren't we suppose to want to feel each moment; "hold the hour-hand on that giant clock, so that it doesn't move, perhaps, aging will stop?"

Well, it is worse when you aren't actually growing as a human; if the time has to hurry, emptily by.

Amidst all the tough times in the last year, I grew! Or didn't i?

Let bring you in close, below; on how my year went and thereafter, tell me if i grew:

To start with in the past year, i found Steemit! Steemit did steal me back, away from my work's hold on me and kept me in the middle; then i started to regain myself and "myself back into and within my own dreams".

Courtesy of steemit, i have peered into other ventures and found the puzzle that completes, how i would want my own social network to be like (i plan on creating my own social network in the near future).

In the past year, i was able to draft out several new innovation ideas too! I finally got the idea for my own kind of video game; one that will storm Earth and host billions of fans!

I did my very first mining of cryptocurrency, courtesy of steemit and using only my mind!

I was able to prove that @ned though the CEO of steemit and a genius, can't play chess:

12 Evidence Proving That @ned CEO Of Steemit Never Plays Chess!

I finally answered one of Earth's unanswered question; "how to get into a bubble?"

I tried to wake up Dead Songs

I and this dog, marathoned to help poor kids:

I tried to inspire, even in the dumbest ways; in this nonsense-like video:

I predicted the eventual birth of movie that will be called; "The Pokemon Hunter":

I told Kanye West to reach out to me and i will invest in him:

I worked on surpassing Google:

I told Beyonce something crucial; something no one else has told her:

I recorded a roach as it worked hard to save humanity:

I went through loads of trauma as well. I entertained many fears, within this year.

My parents grow older and the thoughts, of how they must feel, when they look in the mirror and themselves, crumble before their eyes; haunted me! This, apart from the fact, that i am the only son and have been away from them, for more than 4 years, on a cause, to bring back some goodnews to their ears. I have 3 sisters too. I miss them alot.

But i can't see them just yet. I don't want to be one to console anymore. I want to fix; fix my household. I want to bring people tears of joy.

"I want to poke the globe from its outskirts with positive vibes, courtesy of me."

I still, am in trauma as i await test results, that will define my health later in March. I pray, cry and pray and i do all these alone.

But i am here today, to make you strong!

Though, i won't do any, really loud activity, apart from this beautiful post on steemit, i am okay! This is fulfillment for me, to write this, to everyone here, on the day i grew older and i wish it was much lengthier; but it will stay short.

I am one grown man now. I have not lost; for i did grow! I am able to love non-stop; i am able to understand; i am able to forgive and now more than ever; never condemning. I don't underrate people, for ofcourse, nobody knows tomorrow and i Terry, will be testimony of this.

Later this March, my health will be proclaimed to be fine. I will create a new illusion, one of a fresh quick beginning; resolve anew and i will announce breakthrough.

I will celebrate breakthrough by touching lives; loving; fixing and doing good deeds, that people are told and re-told of Our Creator and our Maker Jehovah. For He Exists!

Your boy Terry!