Tiny Terrorist That Will Steal Your Heart!

Having a child will completely turn your world upside down, more than once.

They are like these little tiny terrorist that will do whatever it takes to get what they want. I hope you never get too hungry because with children, every piece of food you even think about, somehow automatically belongs to them. While you are sleeping you will wake up because something touches you. You will look up and your child is standing next to you, staring into your soul while not moving a muscle. You better just literally turn into google while you're at it too. These little teeny tiny terrorist will ask you why, what, when, where and how, 1 million times a day. You will wake up in the morning with a stiff neck and sore back because your bed, no longer belongs to you. Your bed belongs to them.

Do not buy any Lego sets or blocks because you will just be paying for your own trap. Children will sneak their way around the house and set up these little tiny bombs all over the place. Once you step on one, game over! They will laugh hysterically while you hop around on one foot threatening to throw all of their toys away. Forget about any and all quiet time, that is completely out of the window. Those few beautiful moments when there is silence, that is when your kid has painted the dog with nail polish or dumped an entire bag of flour on the floor. Going to the bathroom alone is impossible. All children must think that the adults are going to jump down the drain and escape.

Children will make you laugh and they will make you cry. No one ever told me that when I had a child, my heart would no longer beat on the inside. My heart is currently a beautiful, sassy and smart 3 year old little girl.

Being a parent is an incredible feeling. Despite that fact that they are tiny terrorist in training, they will steal your heart (in a good way). Children will show you this undeniable and uncontrollable love that you had no idea ever existed. They will bring you anxiety and laughter at the same damn time. Children will ultimately light up your world in one way or another.

Being a mother has been the best thing to ever happen to me. I have stayed home with my daughter since she was a baby. I have taught her all that I can to prepare her for when she furthers her education in school. I have tried my best and yet as parents, we at some point feel that our best isn't enough. There are days that I want to throw myself down on the floor and have a tantrum right there with her. There are nights that I fight back the tears while reading her a bedtime story because I feel like my best was not enough that day.

Lately, I have been feeling really emotional when it comes to my daughter. I have severe anxiety and it got worse when I had her. I really don't mind her being everywhere with me, that is in fact what I prefer. We recently enrolled her in school and I convinced myself I wasn't going to cry but that was a lie. Once I got home, I needed to wash out my eyes just a little. This world is a scary place, I don't want her to be anywhere that I cannot protect her.

However, it is time that I release my grip because she is so excited for school and I am so proud of her. Since she hasn't gone to daycare, we always try to bring learning into playtime. She absolutely loves her workbooks and her fun educational posters. At every stop sign, we point it out and spell the word. She spelled stop right for the very first time the other day, proud mommy moment! When we turn left or right, we tell her which direction we are going. The same goes with her shoes, "We are putting this shoe on your left foot..."

Even on our bad days, there is no better feeling in this world than the cuddles and love that I receive from her. She is on my mind before I close my eyes at night and she is the first thing on my mind when I open them back up in the morning. If for some reason I never did get the chance to open them back up, I would want her to know that I try my very best each and every day. Our time in this life goes by so quickly, signing her up for school reminded me of that. If I could keep her home with me forever, I really would.

Even though I am constantly cleaning up toys all day long, I do enjoy having the opportunity to spend so much time with her . We play with her kitchen set, we play monsters and then we play everything in between. Since we recently moved she doesn't have all of her toys unpacked yet. Yesterday we brought in the box she has been waiting for, it was her Thomas & Friends train tracks. The track is pretty basic right now and that is because I set it up yesterday while daddy is still out of town (daddy has better patience with Thomas). This train track is typically super huge when it is all the way set up, it takes up so much space and it was fairly pricey.

However, daddy's little girl has him wrapped around her little finger and @terminallyill decided to surprise her with this thing one day. It was worth it though because she absolutely loves it. He bought extra tracks and extra trains, so now this toy has the option to really get huge! I have a love/hate relationship with Thomas. Thomas and his friends, rarely ever stay on the track and it irritates me to no end when we can't just enjoy watching the 15 trains ride around the track. Once they decide to stop falling off, we are able to enjoy this toy a bit more. I do have to admit though, this Thomas track is super cool and fun ~~even for adults~~.

My daughter is the only person to ever hear my heartbeat from the inside and she will forever carry it with her wherever she goes. Children are truly an incredible blessing. To all of the moms out there that haven't been told lately - You are doing amazing! To all of the dads that work hard to provide for their family and all of the dads that have stepped up to be both parents - You are doing amazing! To all of the stepparents and guardians - You are doing amazing!

Tiny Terrorist That Will Steal Your Heart!

Having a child will completely turn your world upside down, more than once.

Raising tiny terrorist is the hardest, yet most rewarding job on earth.

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