Fuji 5Lakes Training Blog - 12.16.17 - Icy Rain / Fighting Winter Laziness / Thoughts from Church

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The laziness isn't really about the running itself. That felt great tonight. The laziness is about just getting my ass out there.

Winter's hard. It's dark almost all day here (no sun to speak of, really, and the sun goes down around 4:30), cold, and rainy. Inside the house there is Steemit, whisky, oranges, and heat. There's an all-around feeling of lethargy (which is actually quite nice, at times, in its own way) and hibernation. Lacing up the ol' running shoes to head out in a pair of shorts and light t-shirt is a distant-ass memory. Summer's gone, and my body's telling me to get fat so I can survive. My brain is telling me "You bastard! You're running 73 miles in April, you can't get fat now!" On top of all this I noticed that my mental state has been swinging back and forth through depression/mild existential crises again. In light of all that, I had to get my ass out there tonight.

Running is kind of like the metronome and balancer for my life now. If I don't run, and get all those random thoughts and feelings filed away, and work that frustration and anxiety/angst/static stagnation out of my body, something just. ain't. right.

Tonight's lesson from church (i.e. running with headphones and an ambient playlist on):

IF YOU WANT TO FIND THE ROAD YOU'RE LOOKING FOR, JUST STOP LOOKING AND FOLLOW YOUR HEART. YOU'LL END UP THERE LIKE THE RIVER ENDS UP AT THE OCEAN. NATURALLY.

Thanks for reading.

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Graham Smith is a Voluntaryist activist, creator, and peaceful parent residing in Niigata City, Japan. Graham runs the "Voluntary Japan" online initiative with a presence here on Steem, as well as Facebook and Twitter. (Hit me up so I can stop talking about myself in the third person!)

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